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Supernaked
04:35
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(get better)
okay real quick this is like a preface
a couple things have changed since I did this last
one I lost some sweatshirts. If anyone finds them, let me know.
two I flunked out of my accounting program. No big surprise there
three my brother tells me I've developed a stutter
four I've gotten a lot better at
dancing I'm still a novice
it's how I practice getting vulnerable
smash cut to my room
taste like blood smell like filthy lonely lust
thanks for hanging out with me
disappointing recurring dream
glasses break in my hands
I feel so impaired
living incorrectly
sticking gum in my hair
it's so easy to do nothing
listen. I really need to see you next year
I want a green light
I want feedback
I want a re-do
or a confirmation email
even looking at people--
eye contact feels like some kind of shared secret
it doesn't feel like two eyes touching this time
colors run down me
and I run me down
build things around here
check it out I made a sound
living incorrectly
convincing you I know what that means
but I can't be honest
and I'm shameless enough to say
I want a green light
I want feed back
I want a re-do
it's cool to make things
she's folding clothing
I'm sitting backwards
back on the cushion
feet in the air
kissing blindly
I hear the kettle go off it's a sunday
all sorts of nonsense scattered across the floor
I run the program
I feel playback
hope my friends like it
she says it's real good
and here's the post script
of course you'd say that
of course I'd think that
reject the feedback
reject the green light
complain and regroup
and pine for re-do
I know I'm not the only one who feels that it starts out cool and then it gets old
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Bend It Back
03:07
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Get Vulnerable
04:06
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Online streamers I watch are some of my closest friends
And I'm learning to be okay with that
Snow in my boots as I'm walking up to your building
And I'm trying to figure out which window is your room
In the summer you'd get fucked up
while I'd be trying on your make up
its nothing that we cant solve together
you can take my heart divided whatever
Get Vulnerable
She says
respect doesn't always have to mean fear
rolling hills turn into cliffs
the sea is licking at their heels
I never really knew the way you felt
like I never truly know the way I feel
Your clothes are in my laundry pile
your writing on my bathroom mirror
In the springtime I'd get fucked up
While you'd be putting on your makeup
I hope we can solve this one together
you can take my heart divide it
distribute
whatever you
want
Get Vulnerable
everyone got vulnerable so why can't i get vulnerable
Face down in the sofa I go
"are you okay?"
she takes her nose out of the book
goes "fuck you just say"
Okay so piles of goodbyes look pretty nice
when you're a liar
when you get back home
the spiders clap
and sing and form a marching band
incredibly vulnerable like children
or sleeping
or both
I'm selfish but that doesn't mean anything
I start to mean something
when I trust you
when I trust you
I
Get Vulnerable
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What
03:28
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Cold Shower SZN
03:30
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Marry Me
02:47
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Dependency Exemption
03:21
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